This weekend/week I have been hit by something I thought I wouldn’t get because everyone who had gotten it at work were all experiencing sinus related issues and from years of using multiple sinus meds most sinus related illnesses I have basically not really gotten.
I used to get the annual seasonal change allergy based sicknesses before I had my sinuses more in check (thanks Flonase for fixed that), and it usually knocked me down for a couple of days and I got back up.
This one feels different. I have been tried constantly, weak, super dizzy, and had a fever, but nothing sinue related at all. I honestly think it’s turned into a ear infection which I will probably go and check out today.
This post though wasn’t just to rant about this health event, it was more on my health in general.
Lately I have been taking GLP1s. And it’s been honestly great. I feel healthier and better than I have in years. I don’t feel winded when doing very basic things anymore. I have more energy than I used to. I genuinely feel good. And even for once feel happy.
Which is why I think this sickness hurts as much as it does right now. I feel more vulnerable than I have in a while.
I used to call in almost once every other week before losing the 50lbs I have lost just because I felt like crap, but since losing the weight I have rarely called off comparatively.
This just makes me feel like I am going backwards though.
I know brain being brain and making me think stupid thoughts. I shouldn’t blame myself on getting sick especially since I have been feeling so much better. I should blame my co-workers XD.
But seriously it’s just what goes through your mind sometimes that makes things just… stick.
I am really not happy that I am sick, but I am getting better and I can’t help the fact that illnesses can and do make people sick even if they think they are immune. It’s just frustrating to think though that I guess I feel like I am letting others down when I do get sick even though I can’t help it. I am trying and I certainly am getting much better than I used to be. And I know this is just a illness and not a just feeling like shit kind-of thing.
Anyway that’s it.
Cyan